Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Just Another Problem

Here's a li'l poem, tell me if u like it:

So, u thinks, I have a Problem,
But I don't see that I have a Problem,
I don't have a Problem, till i think i have Problem,
And if u still thinks I have a Problem,
I guess it's just your Problem.

What do think will be solution to the Problem?
is it a problem or u made it a Problem?
And finding solution is yet another problem,
So are you solving it, or adding new Problem?

So you are still stuck with the Problem,
See, if it can be solved, then there's no Problem,
And if can't be solved, then it's not a Problem,
There are always solutions to a Problem,
What can't be solved can never be a Problem.

Don't expect me to solve your Problem,
Coz what you have is just your Problem,
I may not even see it as Problem,
Guess you have to solve your own Problem.

Nobody caused you the Problem,
Coz it came to you that it's a Problem,
It's a Problem, coz you think it's a Problem,
Now you see, what's your Problem?

Can you see it??

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

hu m i?

Unfortunately I am not normal, or I think that I am not normal, lol!!
Why?? Here are the reasons:

I have this “KNOW IT ALL” curiosity, that makes me read lot of books,
Surf internet, watch documentary movies and dump my mind with lot
of garbage. (I wish to become GOOGLE lol!!)

I live alone, I donno, but people find that weird, they says that “how could you live alone? I get bored if I am alone, even for 1 day”. Actually I think a lot and I need to do aftermath on whatever I learn….So I need lot of space.

I don’t believe in GOD(S). It’s too complicated and confusing man!! I gave lot of time
on thinking about his/her/its/their existence but it has always blown my logic. And he/she/it/them is/are too simple an explanation for universe THIS complicated. Moreover he/she/it/them hasn’t/haven’t given a direct proof of his/her/its/their existence (it’s always people who say, that this is/are proof(s) of his/her/its/their existence); So I tend to believe that he/she/it/them exist(s), he/she/it/them want(s) to stay in shadow and I want to respect him/her/it/them by not believing in his/her/its/their existence. lol!!

I don’t believe in Love either( I mean the way people believe it)!! Wait! Let me explain!! I think lot of people have a misconception that love is a divine or pure or sacred (thanks to Indian movies). And even bigger misconception that it is or should be for a man/woman/animal( depends, if you are (homo/hetero/zoo)sexual. ) So what these people do is “FALL in love”. But you’ll ask “what’s wrong with that?? It feels good to be in love.” I say there is only one small problem, and that is CONTROL. People see other emotions like fear or anger or lust as controllable, they say learn to control it. But they see love as uncontrollable. Now if you think that it’s good to fall in love and there is no control over love; then it’s likely that you fall in love with wrong person at wrong time. This is a big issue and we can discuss all this in person but for now I think I made my point.

So what am I? A Machine or a Zombie?? People tends to think that often; but actually I am as emotional as other people around me, its just that I want to have a bit of awareness of my emotions and try to control it. So I find it perfectly ok to feel angry or get scared or
feel horny…coz we are humans and are born with these emotions. In fact, knowledge about emotions and how they originate make them work better for you and bring richness in all relationships.

And at last, you might have guessed it by now; but I don’t have a girlfriend. And this fact along with the fact that I live alone make people very suspicious about me (lol)!!
And still some people push me to find some girl!! Well, of all girls I know, they either have: 1) this love misconception 2) or boyfriend 3) or I am not of their type 4) or too dumb to understand this stuff 4) or all 4 qualities together.

So I think I am better off staying single and drooling/ogling at all those beauties. And I have no Emotional Support or Emotional Satisfaction problem coz people with misconceptions try to find someone to love ignoring people around who already love them. My belief is that we have potential to love every living being; and if you love everyone you are so overwhelmed by love that you don't need love of a single man/woman.